Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Went for the last medical follow-up. Glad to hear that the 'climax' subsides, and prescribed a inhaler for just in case.But... I got to stay away from "breath draining activities" temporary and avoid getting too "excited"?
Literally tats what he says.
Well, everything in life. Gains and loss.
I lost it. Something should have been already long gone. But still i held it, assuming its a gain.
I gained. Something that its already there, but i couldnt recognised its presence.
Gains in loss. If i could accept loss, i would have gained it much earlier.
And im thankful, i understand this before everything is lost.
Till then...
I just want to bid goodbye.
I guess you dont need it either.
<3 you
Monday, November 9, 2009
Every seconds in life is precious.Not till one experience "brink of death".
And Some people say thoughts will run thru your mind at the brink of death.
I did.
Its never a good feeling.
Last night i had asthma attack, couldnt breathe too well. Tossing around in bed thinking will i ever make it through the night.
I had things yet done, words yet said, dreams yet accomplished.
I almost dialed for ambulance. But soon i wasnt aware i fell asleep, and i regain 'conscious' in the morning.
So i made it through the night.
And im glad to be blessed, good friends went all the way to doctor with me. Another to the temple and got me 'blessings'.
Now i lived my day "work hard & play hard", becos i understand minutes and seconds in life counts.
Missed the consultation hours, and couldnt buy the inhaler. So i guessed i got another challenge tonight.
几口气，
真心话。
Thoughts beyond words.
